Look At It Broken
All fours, crouching and gasping.
I hadnt killed
Him. My first reaction,
His warm blood on my face,
The Edge.
I make a real effort to remember
(How badly I had wanted
)
To explain the violence
(Suffocating me
)
Nearly bursting, ears buzz, clouding over in desperation,
My Lungs!
I shake, 2 steps, I fall, sick,
Catch my breath, faint heart leaping.
I dont know.
Staring at bloody boots staining the sawdust.
The Trembling Evening overwhelming the ache
Confused, terrified at my own violence;
I killed him, destroyed him, cut him into pieces.
I dont know.
(The House of Spirit, pg. 206)